Demons

I am like the seasons And when I change I watch my angels turn to smoke I see that they were always really demons Nowadays it's hard for most of us to find a reason Been told that we're grown but lack the means to find a sense of freedom I know that you've been wondering why I haven't been around Every time I go outside I just look at the ground It hurts too much to tell you that I think I'm going crazy especially lately I've been sleeping too much, I've been smoking too much Feels like I've been at my breaking point for some time now I don't really know how I got to be this way It's out of control now It doesn't really matter how I feel though Acting like it's such a big deal though I've been suicidal on the real though I am like the seasons And when I change I watch my angels turn to smoke I see that they were always really demons Nowadays it's hard for most of us to find a reason Been told that we're grown but lack the means to find a sense of freedom I wish that I could tell you I wish that you would say I wish you'd say you missed me You'll never go away But that's too much to ask for I know that's for sure So baby please don't hit yourself on your way out the door I've been feeling like a burden I know that cuz of me you have been hurting I hate the fact that this is what I've become Sew me back together like a surgeon I'm not the girl I thought I was I'm a demon in disguise, yeah And if you think that I'm lying about it Just look me in my eyes, yeah Take care of me, I want you To know that I think about you everywhere I go but I feel like we can't get close The monsters in my head are gonna live inside my clothes I wish that I could tell you how I feel though I don't know if we can really heal though How can I tell if it's real though I am like the seasons And when I change I watch my angels turn to smoke I see that they were always really demons Nowadays it's hard for most of us to find a reason Been told that we're grown but lack the means to find a sense of freedom I wish that I could tell you I wish that you would say I wish you'd say you missed me You'll never go away But that's too much to ask for I know that's for sure So baby please don't hit yourself on your way out the door I wish that I could tell you I wish that you would say I wish you'd say you missed me You'll never go away But that's too much to ask for I know that's for sure So baby please don't hit yourself on your way out the door