Tired

Autumn was approaching The leaves were turning brown and orange With a hint of golden My life was turned upside down And now I'm floating Now the change of season The bitterness winter has I am freezing Feel like going nowhere Will anything really change or am I stuck here? I ask myself what am I doing here? I can't pretend like I haven't wished to be up there I'm tired of feeling like this Tired of crying Tired of pressure on me Tired of trying I feel like no ones noticed But everyone don't have time to focus I don't even blame them If I were them I wouldn't deal with my own shit And now I get high I don't touch the ground Said goodbye to life underground Move in peace I don't speak too loud What's the fun in that now? You heard I been down You heard I been down I ask myself what am I doing here? I can't pretend like I haven't wished to be up there I'm tired of feeling like this Tired of crying Tired of pressure on me Tired of trying I'm tired of feeling like this Tired of crying Tired of pressure on me Tired of trying