Writing Out My Thoughts

I've been sitting down And writing out my thoughts Hoping for an answer ask my therapist If she has a clue why these things Keep on happening to me They call it self destruction But I don't think I throw These punches at myself And as I write down Where my world went wrong I realize it's all upon myself So I call The people i've been hurting Tell them i've been hurting too That i'll figure it For me and you Some days are harder than others Put in the work yet I have nothing uncovered Now whats wrong You said to talk I'd be better Now I got it all here in a letter And as I write down Where my world went wrong I realize it's all upon myself So I call The people i've been hurting Tell them i've been hurting too That i'll figure it for me and you And as I write down Where my world went wrong I truly know I did this to myself So I call The people I've been hurting Tell them I've been hurting too But that I will figure it out For me and you