its not linear

What if healing isn't for me, meant to stay right here Will I ever cross the finish line after all these years Will my heart begin to wonder why my heart has grown so cold Ignoring myself fully and everything I've been told Do I need to start accepting that my reality is unknown Buy a candle for my mind so that the darkness can be shown I would burn up every thought, up there just so I don't have to think of all the ways in which I don't like how I've grown Downin out the noise will never stop the cries within Patiently awaiting change, but this is how it's always been One foot in front of the other, until I am stretched thin Is there a plot in this story in which I win? Do I need to start accepting that my reality is unknown Buy a candle for my mind so that the darkness can be shown I would burn up every thought up there just so I don't have to think of all the ways in which I don't like how I've grown You may not be ready to sit down with your mind Start digging up roots, you never know what you will find Change is scary, but this one it could be nice So have a seat and be ready to fight You'll be alright You'll be alright You'll be alright