TAPHEPHOBIA

I'm alone and unhappy, that scares the shit out of me No drugs can help me on this fight, I'm trying to make a new life Trying to crawl myself up from the bottom Where I buried myself alive The drugs this time I don't even want 'em Cause they keep me stuck in the back of my mind Stuck in the back of my mind Voices inside my mind Going back and forth in time I don't know how to fight the fight, there's a war inside my mind I didn't get it right last time, now tell me, how to rewrite a life How to rewrite a life Yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah When the PTSD from riding the streets makes me shake and ache, while my limbs and nerves freeze And the anxiety of you stealing from me makes it hard to breathe when I wake up from the dream You're nowhere to be seen When you're masking personalities, seems to cling on to the last bit of peace I don't know how to fight the fight, there's a war inside my mind I didn't get it right last time, now tell me, how to rewrite a life How to rewrite a life