Saddest Birthday Ever

No message on my voicemail Was hopin you would call me It's not that big of deal but Nobody planned a party A month ago we wasted so much money On a hotel room and now we won't go, I know It's over but I take it so much harder When I'm livin so much farther from home Mmmmmm Not goin out tonight Don't wanna deal with strangers I call up my friends and cry Cause a year ago I had it better If I go out tonight I'll casually tell the waiter That you wouldn't make the drive And it's the saddest birthday ever The saddest birthday ever (oh, oh, oh) The saddest birthday ever :( (oh, oh, oh) Maybe I'm dramatic But you still make me homesick You told me that you love me Said ""move here if you mean it"" You didn't I could use a hug right now Haven't had one since I moved out And I'm all alone I know that it's normal to start over But it's harder when I'm so far from home Not goin out tonight Don't wanna deal with strangers I'll call up my friends and cry Cause a year ago I had it better If I go out tonight I'll casually tell the waiter That you wouldn't make the drive And it's the saddest birthday The saddest birthday ever Oh, the saddest birthday ever :( And everybody's far away who knows my name (Too far, too far, too far to know my name) Wishin it was different and you felt the same You felt the same Not goin out tonight Don't wanna deal with strangers I'll call up my friends and cry Cause a year ago I had it better If I go out tonight I'll casually tell the waiter That you wouldn't make the drive It's the saddest birthday ever The saddest birthday ever Oh, the saddest birthday ever The saddest birthday :(