Runnin'

I've been lost like this before I know I'm making it worse I see it, where this goes But I can't stop myself I keep pushing and pulling us apart I'm trying, but I don't know what I'm fighting for Don't really feel like you anymore I've been runnin', runnin', runnin' All my life From these feelings inside I wish I knew what they meant I'm trying to figure out How to live with this Cause every time you're not here When I wake, I'm a mess Is this what you imagined in your head Is this where we're supposed to end I'm hurting more than before I know I'm making it worse Do you know what it's like But I can't stop myself I keep pushing and pulling us apart I'm trying but I don't know what I'm fighting for Don't really feel like you anymore And I've been runnin', runnin', runnin' All my life From these feelings inside I wish I knew what they meant And I'm trying to figure out How to cope with this And every night you're not there I'm breaking out into a cold sweat Is this what you imagined in your head Is this where we're supposed to end