Lying To Myself

Take your clothes 'cause they smell like your perfume I have enough on me I imagine you were here even in my sleep Block my number and don't you drunk call me Don't you call at two:15 It's like you know what nights I'm feeling most lonely Felt lke a mistake With the things you'd say Hurts you think I cared enough for you to lie to my face All of this and the worst part Is that my family keeps bringing up your name I'm lying to myself To keep me from finding Out things that I can't manage What was it that you felt Because love wasn't loving You'd laugh while I was crying Oh, oh, oh Why did you do this again? Oh, oh, oh I can't do this as friends Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I'm lying to myself To keep me from finding Out things that I can't manage What was it that you felt Because love wasn't loving You'd laugh while I was crying Oh, oh, oh Why did you do this again? Oh, oh, oh I can't do this as friends Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I'm lying to myself I'm lying to myself I'm lying to myself through the night I'm lying