Secondhand Smoke

Feeling sick over the this then there's nothing at all Bite my tongue; push it down til there's no one at fault Put the blame on myself, so that I'll take the fall (Breath) in all of the epiphany (Breath) out the moment then it's gone again Ive see how the way it can change everything Cause I'm so numb I can feel in my bones This is all wrong And I need to let go But I hold on, to some kind of hope I'm choking on the secondhand smoke I feel it all inside my mind I'm wasting all this precious time I try, can't swallow the feeling I keep getting sick from the place I've been healing Happy endings, wear my skin and soul on my bare sleeves, and they swallow me whole So I jump in will I ever learn Cause I'm so numb I can feel in my bones This is all wrong And I need to let go But I hold on, to some kind of hope I'm choking on the secondhand smoke Breath in and breath out)(breath in right now) I can't sleep, cause I'm still fighting demons Forgive me, cause I was only human So I ran free , and I'd do it again Cause I'm so numb I can feel in my bones This is all wrong And I need to let go But I hold on, to some kind of hope I'm choking on the secondhand smoke I can't escape this town, and I know all too well it'll drag me down, I choose a different hell But It's too late for me, and I gotta go Before I choke