drift away

I drift away into the open sea Gave you what you want now just let me be I'm passing by ships tryna save me Threw away the flares it's time I save me Cut off all my hair now I can't see Open up my eyes but the worlds blurry I've been broken for so long I don't know where the parts have gone Now we're too far gone and one days never felt so long I'm still holding on to all the things you said were gone I hate my wretched mind it's plagued me for too long I want to know how it feels to be alive To thrive in an industry I don't work to survive I say I know my path but I can't pave that road Thankyou for your help let me walk alone The trees are looking down on me there's someone in the leaves Fog blocks out the stars at night makes it's hard to believe You've said "one day" for what feels like forever Took me too long to find that I deserve better I drift away, ask if I'll return? Never Cos I need to heal I don't know if I ever Will