Masquerade

Even when I'm tryna hide You might as well be searching in the night I mean how else are mysteries made Welcome to my life If only you knew just how well I hide my hate If only you knew just why I lie With time in my life I've learn to put on a face My lifes a masquerade Uh All that I am trying to do Is keep my feelings unexposed from you Cause when you ask me how I am I gotta lie Cause you look to me like I'm not human You always say to me your so strong But what if that's not the case And if your really wrong Just when you say it like a pressure point That's a touchy spot, don't have a choice don't wanna Disappoint You you you you you you you you you You Can't turn back now You you You You you you you you So now it's time to get my mask out Even when I'm tryna hide You might as well be searching in the night I mean how else are mysteries made Welcome to my life If only you knew just how well I hide my hate If only you knew just why I lie With time in my life (Here we go) I've learn to put on a face My lifes a masquerade Look It's like when I put on a mask You can't see beneath it You never know if I was crying You couldn't even decipher facial if I mean it But with this system I beat it I put on a face and you think it's for real Even succeeded Tricking my best friend Deep down myself wanting to kill She didn't know Didn't want nobody close Didn't want nobodies help Even when everyone out showing love I didn't want pity It's just how I felt Just for a moment I let it slip in I don't break I just bend It's like I'm living for what YOU wanna see I can't be losing myself in this mess Keep working on it Put a face on Uh Living life And look strong That's just simply it Cause you will never know What's on the face that I hold with this palm Then what's underneath is put underneath Never getting out like Sadam Keeping it in What is my secret Mask up Like you scared of Rona Even when I'm tryna hide You might as well be searching in the night I mean how else are mysteries made Welcome to my life If only you knew just how well I hide my hate If only you knew just why I lie With time in my life I've learn to put on a face My life's a masquerade