Mistakes Too

I vow from now on To not fall in old ways I knew what's expected of me This love won't ever complete Who I am I knew what I wanted and how to get it I knew from start of how it'd finish I broke hearts Never caring who's Made my own choices And made mistakes too (two) A lost mind Ha I lost mine When I thought I was king of shit Was on boss time I played the game to the fullest And even crossed lines Multiple in 24 hours And had em all aligned Evicted my morals I didn't live with them What is life living with restrictions A little different Not mentioning I did intentionally On some victim shit Eventually Karma caught up And that there was evident Irrelevance never stood a standing chance When I'm looking in the mirror I'm standing man to man To someone I hate When realistically it always mattered Just saying it didn't Made it seem easy Truth exposed Now the love is tattered I been the bad guy like In the movies If I'm really sticking to facts I f*ck with groupies I ain't finna lie She said she's never heard me sing So I played a tune Then she showed me to her friends So I game the room Then after that I had to live with the fact That Ima player I'm just outweighing options Ain't going steady I'm taking her back home To the boom room Make it two Now she pissed I'm with her friend So we get into it Cause she don't want her heart broke But from the start I said my heart cold You clearly ain't listen When I told you won't nothing serious come from this You took it as a challenge to change me But I ain't caving in And now you make me out the enemy To where I feel like defending me is a must But to keep it real I never told you to love me In all reality I told you to keep our attraction to lust But you ain't ever listen I vow from now on To not fall in old ways I knew what's expected of me This love won't ever complete Who I am I knew what I wanted and how to get it I knew from start of how it'd finish I broke hearts Never caring who's Made my own choices And made mistakes too (two)