LaRose

Was left to my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises but I'm not asleep When I met you I was three pussies deep Fucking hoes like every week Now my heart still bleeds Cus I miss you Didn't know how to convince you not to leave Let alone To f*ck with me again Now I see you on instagram Serving face 100 plus likes Thirsty ass Niggas in your comments with heart eyed emojis It bothers me but I try to brush it off Like I don't give a f*ck That's big ass lie Big as my ego and pride Sometimes I think my pride has a pride Reason why I won't text you more than twice Even though I miss you I continue to lie to myself But deep down I'm crying out for help Hoping that you'd notice that I'm hurting and yearning for your love Attention Affection Honestly you's a blessing Long legs Dark skin With a Goddess glow Beautiful but dangerous like a thorny rose Was left to my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises but I'm not asleep We went out on a nice lil date Well the food was wack But the conversation was great I like how you put your all your feelings and heart on a plate But I was it gettin late I Took you home Kissed you on the sidewalk PDA I don't care what anybody say You put your lips against my lips I teleported to the heavens Put my hands around your hips Like the rings of Saturn I'm enjoying every second of it But now I Gotta leave I jump in the whip Smiling from ear to ear I was sad for a minute I guess your presence was the cure Now we ain't talk in a minute Got me feeling unsure If you feeling me like I feel you Steady debating with myself Should I risk it all Is it okay if I miss her more Will I look thirsty if I double text What if she hurt me if told her how I really felt nah f*ck it I'm backing off Was left to my own devices And now I'm in deep I'm dreaming of paradises but I'm not asleep