Lost (feat. C Driz & Libby T)

It was, something different, you dig it like it was written The middle of little Italy, never clicked what was spinning You feel it, in every rhythm and every thing that was hitting You think of many decisions and any thing could be missing From this life, yo any piece of the puzzle Need to take a jump back we're stuck so deep in this muddle When did it change, from being just two feet in a puddle Now you're drowning, can't swim, tryna breathe, it's a struggle Sink or swim you go the distance, giving in isn't coherent Entered in the beginning and finished after your children Ringing out in your ears since the very first time you hear it Yo this is why you are living, a gift it is and it isn't What is life? Why is it even a struggle I dunno where I'm headed, or if I'm seeing things double I'm tryna build a plan like I got the team in a huddle Wish I was eating some freaking pizza falling asleep with a chuckle (But I'm lost) When you can't seem to sleep and your mind will not settle down (Cause I'm lost) You're living in a dream, need to shut all the feelings out (Man I'm lost) I've tried for days and days to figure this shit out (Yo I'm lost) The road you travelled on does not seem to end (Please help me, please help me) I'm waiting for the day where I can say I'm not lost Feeling all alone even though I know I'm not Got so many people who I'm surrounded by a lot I just don't understand why my mind is getting crossed, yo Living my life, doing it right, keeping myself on the top Even though I plan it out, ideas always seem to drop Put in the work, earning my perks, tryna be climbing the rocks Even though I had it locked, I gotta be staying out the box Raw energy in my mind, brain and head But I feel I can't use it when everyone else is dead People stabbing up, shooting heartache, shooting led All that gets me gassed up whilst I'm lying in my bed I'll never let myself follow all the other sheep I can do it on my own when I kick it with the sweep I'm staying with my eyes open, you can all stay asleep I know it's only me right before I take the leap (But I'm lost) When you can't seem to sleep and your mind will not settle down (Cause I'm lost) You're living in a dream, need to shut all the feelings out (Man I'm lost) I've tried for days and days to figure this shit out (Yo I'm lost) The road you travelled on does not seem to end (Please help me, please help me) I came into this so full of energy and desperation Soul filled with hope, expect to make it I was writing so fast like my pen Jamaican Now 5 years later it's just my head is aching And at night I'm sitting there for bare hours awake I feel like peace being guarded by some towering gates Goals used to be obvious like putting flour in cake But now I'm trapped by my thoughts asking how I escape As I sit, tryna figure out just how to move on Flip the switch just keep going not allowed to lose cause What I think? They said I couldn't got a vow to prove wrong This is it! The time is here, the time is now to shoot strong I've given it my all and then some but where has it got me now I'm just tired and alone, but can it cop me crowds? It's draining from my spirit like I'm slamming vodka down I'm just dreaming of the day that I am not lost, but found When you can't seem to sleep and your mind will not settle down (Cause I'm lost) You're living in a dream, need to shut all the feelings out (Man I'm lost) I've tried for days and days to figure this shit out (Yo I'm lost) The road you travelled on does not seem to end (Please help me, please help me)