All my lies

Never really been to good at goodbyes Now you're leaving me cuz all my lies Always holdin in everything Cuz I never wanna hurt you yet I do Tried to be your shield but I'm made from thornes All my actions count as friendly fire Everytime I try to keep you safe you jump out infront of my blade So damn sick of always hurting who I love Everyone around me always leaves with a scar And that's why I push away everyone that ever dares to get close Minutes of my time are a lethal dose Go on ahead and leave me all on my own Don't need a list of problems trust me I've known Ankle tied to stones throw me in the unknown If I survive will the tide wash away All the darkness in my heart~