I can't remember what if feels like not to want to die

Matter what I do no one ever gives a f*ck Could be dying on the ground and begging for help These days I just stick to myself Cut everyone off but myself ! Didn't let'em know I move in stealth Put my dependencies on the shelf When I'm with you all my habbits die hard I've been losing focus on myself Matter what I do no one ever gives a f*ck Could be dying on the ground and begging for help Honestly it aint all too bad At least the pool of blood's been keeping me warm Use to cry but not anymore So beyond broke and torn Can't remember what it feels like not to want to fucking die.