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All throughout my recollection I done left myself in second Settled for whatever's left Feeling like I needed extra Wondering what you really meant Don't think I can heal it yet Watched my story, seen't you check Said you'd never peek again 1During what the reason was I know how you keep a grudge Glad that we don't keep in touch Sad that I had feelings once Sad to say they passed a way The past could weigh Packed away Eating at me pass a plate Passions turned to passerby's I could say I know you but I never did I'd rather lie You act surprised I'm asking why, 1During I'll just hit the blunt again "Up again!, Up again!" Shoulda never trusted it Love to switch Love's a bitch Shoulda never loved a bitch Like f*ck an ex you know a checks what I'm chasing Your new regrets and my old problems that's the same thing Karma always comes and everyday you see what fate brings Shadows lurking when you pop up, it's a late spring Act like a blunt the only thing a nigga facing I deal with so much that there ain't nothing I ain't taking Except for you ain't changing Expected never met it Had me started second guessing Plus you get to stepping reckless I'm surprised we ain't crashed yet Then it went and happened Couldn't call it accident Fiery collision left our love burned to ashes And gone in the wind Pain from where you sought joy breaks the strongest of men We was, born in our vices like Kamala's kin We was, something like ISIS, bombing again And now I'm left 1During What was up with it Arguing everyday that shit taxing like the government Now you coming back and tryna act like you in love again Can't have conversation I been stacking up the hundred's, bitch