Clarity

Yeah I have to admit it's been a crazy year If I didn't go through what I went through I wouldn't have made it here I had to face my fears and I stayed sincere To make it clear I came out stronger after the pain and tears Thought I lost everything, but did I really though? Or did the universe show me what I needed to know What I needed the most What I needed was hope I had to go and find myself down this broken road Before the curtains close and the night is over See I was hoping I would find my closure See I was hoping I would write this sober Cause when I get to drinking it's hard for me to align my focus But that's just how I'm coping Yeah Long coat cigar smoking I prefer tequila but I'll toast this bourbon I had to figure out what's most important Once I realized I'll always be the bad guy in someone's story but momento mori 2020 I found clarity and 2021 I found out who's gon' be there for me and 2022 look i went against the odds And I put my faith in God knowing that he'll take care of me til they bury me Started with a cherry P Then I brought the lighter to the kerasine I'm about to start a fire that you've never seen Bout to elevate and take it higher til I barely breathe If you ain't backstage or in the choir better get a seat I'm about to take em to church better let me preach It's like I got up out a curse and they let me free So instead of scrutinizing Take a look in the mirror before you crucify me I got lost in the false hope, hoping that you would find me You see the proof was blinding but somehow you see the truth with timing You better choose a side "Long Way Home" like it's do or die Yeah i understood the assignment Yeah and now I'm back and brackin' I got a plan of action I don't do this for your entertainment or satisfaction Look I took my chances Life didn't play out how I wanted but somehow I managed Nothings ever granted What you reap is what you sow that's the law of attraction And I don't care what people know but as long as it happened I had to sacrifice my pride and put my plans aside Now my only competitions me against the hands of time I'm about to roll the dice My hearts as cold as ice Black sheep of my family and yeah that's word to Xyphe Nothing happens overnight Started with tin mutton and a bowl of rice Now it's steak and lobster down at Ocean Prime You see they closed all the doors, so I opened mine Trust the writing on the walls through the broken lines Until my dreams and reality start to coincide Imma work this overtime