Losing Control

Donate my soul on the edge of the Cliff side I am so defeated my mind is in a Riptide Losing every thing from the knife on The inside Feeling all the hate that I get from The damn lies "Have you ever wondered what it's Like to be alone" Deprived my self of breath so you Better watch your tone Three numbers on my mind as there Carved inside my tombstone I want to be forgotten burn the rest In the acetone Alright you caught me but I don't Want to confess I don't want to be told I'm more I'm Always less Still want to die I'll hang by the Moons crest Alone in the darkness isn't shame it's A request I was always told to shoot for the Stars But really I find my self shooting for The dark I'll put it on the table but won't play My favorite card Tried to fix the things in life that Always make it hard yuh I am wasted so intoxicated Thoughts Are getting faded I love this but still Not dedicated Losing control of the thoughts and My soul Do you really have the pain That you Owe the pain that you owe the pain That you owe