What Follows

I tried to run away but I couldn't get away I tried to take a different path but You always found a way I tried to figure out why I always feel this way Sky seems clear but it always Another rainy day Wrist leak a different color It makes me feel okay It seems I'm losing myself I fucking hate this pain Ropes tight while I am loosened Sky starts a getting grey As the stool comes up empty One last smile on my face I tried to run away but I couldn't get away I tried to take a different path but You always found a way I know my life is empty I always feel disgraced I'm told there's rainbows up there My eyes just must be laced I tried to run away but I couldn't get away I tried to take a different path but You always found a way I tried to figure out why I always feel this way Sky seems clear but it always Another rainy day