Past Days

Kaystylez Y'all ready for this one? Yo I ain't even fuckin ready But lets get it Hip hop ain't what it used to be Old soul with a mentality Beyond your pay grade I'd love to see you rate that shit On the real now homie See if you gonna try and own me Or this that you know me Ha, good luck Cause man I'm hella fucked up Rap the real shit Cause my life don't let up Don't add up sometimes Like the math tryna send me signs But its a rave in my mind Everybody's dancin Screamin Shoutin Havin a grand old time Old timers I'm tryna bring back the fire Hopefully inspire the world of Mumble mouths To learn how to pronounce A B C s And 1 2 3 s Lookie see Lookie see Rookie of the year That'd be me Kaystylez poetically Invade your brain and give you a refresher On how music should be made Y'all cornballs nowadays Are hella lame But blessed in fame Maybe one day Maybe I'll hobble down that red carpet too You can dream Why can't I too? Tryna make my moves Silently Cleverly Silence me Try it I fuckin dare you I've had to recite my story too many times to count Under the knife all my life Accustom to hospital gowns Don't frown Cause nobody else who mattered did It was still straight up bullyin Name callin And straight up fuckin violence Tryna silence me for life Of course I've had to fight Fight em everyday Tryna keep them demons at bay Y'all kids nowadays can be relentless And it's senseless What's really in it for you? A power trip or two? Don't you know knowledge is power you fool? Fucked up my last year of school and college too Always the one who Never quite made Made it I made it So much harder on myself I wish I could go back and do it different But then maybe I wouldn't be the voice in your headphones and speakers Helpin you through it Who knew it This was how I was meant to Teach ya And reach ya No one knew since I was never given a chance So of course I had to smash First chance I got Food for thought All y'all who fucked with me Can f*ck right off You can f*ck right off Pass the blunt Cause I gotta fly off Fly high Past the clouds Where it's less loud See the people who left too early Left me with questions Mainly how? Casket to casket Painted in faded rose petals Too many funerals in my life Make it hard on my mental Hard to process Close the faucets cause Emotions are seepin now Aint sleeepin now Wide awake and feelin my heart ache Death follows me reluctantly Grimmreaper Stay back before he chooses you Though I'd say take me instead and not you I give back as much as I can I know hard it is Truth Life is Ruthless Testin you without a chance To peek at your notes Quick dance Think fast Whats the right choice Gotta find your voice And while youre at it Find mine too Too many of them aint me And tryna tell me what to do Who knew I'd be so quick to this shit 2018 payback I made you my bitch Hitchhike back to A new timeline and shit Rewind that shit to past days That put me through hell and shit Hells quite an intrusive place Have you ever looked The Devil In you eyes? I have Thanks dad I see you in my dreams every night Tryna choke me out out and ruin my life You said you loved me Thinkin that it makes your abuse right Misuse my rights Just cause we're blood Never gave you the right to justify your vengful nights Vengeful heights Watched you beat my momma down every night I'll be damned if I see you in person And don't knock out your fuckin lights Tonight I'm balled up and ready to fight Past days have me feelin waves But I won't hesitate Cause intellect I'm blessed with Just tryna make make my family proud I won't ever stop when I write True story Past days Eternal hauntin sound Eternal hauntin sound Goodnight Good mourn I'm done I'm gone I went to town on this one Kaystylez