Hold It Down

Yea I got a tendency to feel a way I just wanna always feel like im better than yesterday Stuck up in the trap Tryna stack this bread so more around But I just lost two grandparents to Rona Im tryna hold it down, yea Walls get closer Way too many things that I cope with It aint healthy for my focus Got me questioning my motives All this fake shit and politickin Gettin me frustrated Cant take it I only wanna live up to my own expectations So im where the cash be And I stay with a baddie Had to learn to love myself Nothing else make me happy Get you some money and help out your mental health They'll call you crazy But they cant take what you built I got a tendency to feel a way I just wanna always feel like im better than yesterday Stuck up in the trap Tryna stack this bread so more around But I just lost two grandparents to Rona Im tryna hold it down, yea Hard to realize the problem Living life dealin with trauma I put three point five in a bomber Everyday and its getting real real old If I just focus on what I know Lock in, work hard I might reach my goal The older I get I lose control But I wont stop believing in me (Tuff) Yea I serve face on the surface I been knew my worth But all these L's make work feel worthless I know that im inspiring So i gotta fulfill my purpose And yea we come from poverty But that dont mean we deserve it I got a tendency to feel a way I just wanna always feel like im better than yesterday Stuck up in the trap Tryna stack this bread so more around But I just lost two grandparents to Rona Im tryna hold it down, yea