I Hear You

Its like im wrong for feeling how I feel I dont understand, make it make sense Why I gotta chill? Why im the only one who keep it real? So many times I tried to do right by them And they left me still Bottle that up til the cup get spilled The life I live wont let me heal Maybe its my fault The way I grew up, always had to be on guard I take shit too far It aint that deep but my heart been scarred So I act all hard and didnt realize that pushed us apart It aint fair to expect you to heal me When im who causing harm When you need help you expect that from me And cuz I stayed ten toes down I felt you could never question me So now I got you making promises that you know you cant keep Goals you cant reach Tryna build me up But you got your own dreams So I sit back tryna unpack Cuz why I gotta scheme like that, huh? It aint my fault, but I got flaws And I dont wanna be like that, nah Noone ever cared bout how I felt Even if im valid I was tryna protect myself But aint realize that did the damage Its like im wrong for feeling how I feel I dont understand, make it make sense Why I gotta chill? Why im the only one who keep it real? So many times I tried to do right by them And they left me still Bottle that up til the cup get spilled The life I live wont let me heal Maybe its my fault The way I grew up, always had to be on guard I take shit too far It aint that deep but my heart been scarred So I act all hard and didnt realize that pushed us apart It aint fair to expect you to heal me When im who causing harm Pointing out all your flaws Turns out I did you wrong I tried to control it, I shouldve asked what you want And we both know it aint just me But right here, right now, its just me Anything I had problems with wasnt worth this beef So im tryna be better, but we really gotta work together We complain without enough effort Too much pain and not enough pleasure Create a space with no pressure Thats what im gon do Make your dreams come true Cuz I only wanna see whats best for you Its like im wrong for feeling how I feel I dont understand, make it make sense Why I gotta chill? Why im the only one who keep it real? So many times I tried to do right by them And they left me still Bottle that up til the cup get spilled The life I live wont let me heal Maybe its my fault The way I grew up, always had to be on guard I take shit too far It aint that deep but my heart been scarred So I act all hard and didnt realize that pushed us apart It aint fair to expect you to heal me When im who causing harm