Therapy

Everyday I'm lookin hard Tryna find some motivation Tired of makin moves Stayin in the same location If I make it out I could be that inspiration I wanna show my niggas They could change their situation Brody poppin pills Got him caught up in the matrix But I won't judge him tho There ain't no glory in that story I don't wanna know Grew up all around it Getting high could bring you under low I thought it couldnt happen to me I was buggin tho How I'm reppin hoochie life but jackin never love a hoe Life switched up the roles Now I see the cons and pros The one that I would make my heir treating me like I'm the blows And I don't know defeat but that shit really hurt my soul I guess it's back to work The music make em smirk But that won't ever mask the hurt Tryna make it sound the best When deep inside I feel the worst Deep inside I need a peace of mind Cuz my mind is cursed So I pray to god He won't teach me nothing I can't learn But there's some lessons that I question Is it really worth I might find success but take some losses that I ain't deserve And I'll be good but things won't ever be the same You gon get to your endeavors It won't happen how you think I got problems with acceptance Guess I don't believe in fate Felt like I controlled my destiny but that ain't how it stayed If it was I would be rich I'd be married with some kids Living comfy on some money Sippin champagne with my spliff But that ain't my story Some niggas ai Some is Robert Horry You can do it all and lose While others win being supportive I been the one I been could dress I been in love and gettin bread But that shit don't feed the hunger in my head It's alot I did And even way more that was said I can't erase the past but I can damn sure try again To atone where I offend My emotions could be overbearing Oversharing Thinking I'm protecting When I'm only scaring But I been working on myself forreal Hard to talk about it Let this music tell you how I feel And I know this happen to everyone So I gotta make it a heavy one And I know it happen to anyone Long as you here You ain't ever done