Paying For Love Crimes

Got a new girl every week I got a girl who think we got a strong bond But that shit really weak I just told Kayla that I'm indecisive But it isn't in her to leave She say she like me and want me forever But i just don't know what i need She keep saying that I'm mean She say that i treat her like do not want her She acting like she my baby or my daughter And heard me debating if i should abort her I think i need space I'm heading for the boarder She acting like Like i don't treat her nice Like she ain't in my mind like some lice Like ion give her sugar with the spice Like i don't beat that pussy like a fight But i got a lot that's going on in my life 2020 hitting hard, it coulda went left I'm tryna end the year right All the help that i done gave niggas You would think they'd go and do me right All the lyrics i done wrote for women Who don't think about me when they write I don't ever ask for recognition If i get it I'm always surprised I'm tired of looking people in their eyes And getting my heart ready for lies And that's why i push em away Tryna be a step ahead of the pain But I'm always running late And if i gotta be alone Then f*ck it I know ima be straight Niggas fake and think I'm blind to it Why press you over nothing When i could blow up if i just put my mind to it Me and Quianna ain't seeing i eye to eye I prolly shoulda never crossed lines Or maybe it just was the wrong time Maybe I'm paying for love crimes Shit, I don't know