Pain

Wish a pond the stars Wish a pond the stars (yea) The past do not define who you really are (no) Because in due time you'll see You can be who you wanna be(yea) Never live a lie the truth shall set you free I remember nights I went to sleep just to eat Wasn't curtains in my windows so you know I used my sheets Winter was the worst cause you know we had no heat The struggle really caused me pain so I ran to the streets Momma working two jobs **** was really critical Breakfast lunch and dinner all we had to eat was cereal Every single night I prayed to god for a Miracle You never seen me hurting even when times was difficult Hopped off the porch as a Younging I was bugging The pain really changed me I ain't like who I becoming Me and gang trying to get a dollar we went mugging And everytime we had it on us we was starting **** for nothing That was in the past now all I know is chase a bag Remember when **** laughed when I down bad on my *** Now my foot on **** necks while I'm counting all this cash And like Kobe in the clutch ain't nobody getting a pass You feel me Wish a pond the stars Wish a pond the stars Ya past do not define who you really are Cause in due time you see you can be who you wanna be Never live a lie the truth shall set you free How you hate we all come from the same place Odds stacked against us cause we all fighting the same case Society want us to lose cause we all got the same face Not because cause we look alike because we all the same race Coming up from nothing I can't lie really changed me All i know is pain and the struggle you can't blame me My grandma always prayed so the devil couldn't claim me So when I make it out the jungle I swear to god you'll get the same me I can't never switch up yea that **** ain't in my blood A lot of people did me wrong but I always showed some love Rainy days don't last so I'ma come up out this mud Imma make it a light year like my name is **** buzz All I spit is facts never cap nothing fiction All I see is me I don't have no competition Got it on my own handouts not in my diction So when they ask you who the best my name better be in your mentions