Lies

I don't want to break your heart No more than I already have Trust me get stabbed in the back And I tried so hard not to lie to you But I broke your trust and can't get that back Said I ain't got time for you but I've been on a grind Got my mind on two Without your or T I don't know what id do Tryna get it lij well be eating soon But it's tough right now, only gonna get harder Sin so much ain't seen no pastor I was just tryna get packs gone faster Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma I break down when I hear the sound Of you crying just let it out I know your trying But I just keep on lying Imma keep on grinding Till we make it out Nothing feels the same without you no N my brain is full of blame and doubt I know Give me some time to make it right I promise soon were taking flights Hotel rooms and flashing light Champagne and lobster on the side I don't want to break your heart No more than I already have Trust me get stabbed in the back And I tried so hard not to lie to you But I broke your trust and can't get that back Said I ain't got time for you but I've been on a grind Got my mind on two Without your or T I don't know what id do Tryna get it lij well be eating soon But it's tough right now, only gonna get harder Sin so much ain't seen no pastor I was just tryna get packs gone faster Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma Put in work I do it all for you I guess sometimes I just feel like you don't want me to Wear my heart on my sleeve always broken yh I'm bleeding And you never see me cuz I'm grinding yh I need it Know I said I won't lie Push my feelings to the side said I won't cry I can't even sleep at night shit keeps running through my mind Always fighting with myself I don't know why I even try I don't want to break your heart No more than I already have Trust me get stabbed in the back And I tried so hard not to lie to you But I broke your trust and can't get that back Said I ain't got time for you but I've been on a grind Got my mind on two Without your or T I don't know what id do Tryna get it lij well be eating soon But it's tough right now, only gonna get harder Sin so much ain't seen no pastor I was just tryna get packs gone faster Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma I don't want to break your heart No more than I already have Trust me get stabbed in the back And I tried so hard not to lie to you But I broke your trust and can't get that back Said I ain't got time for you but I've been on a grind Got my mind on two Without your or T I don't know what id do Tryna get it lij well be eating soon But it's tough right now, only gonna get harder Sin so much ain't seen no pastor I was just tryna get packs gone faster Tried so hard not to be my father's addictions grip man guess that's karma