Proud of Me

It's KayyP in this bitch you feel me Na na na na na Na na na na I didn't get a chance to call you back But you told me you was proud of me I roger that You an angel now God's got ya back And you got mine lord knows I needed that Oh, Ohh Bless ya soul If I needed anything you gave me that and more You was God's gift to earth it hurts that you gone But you would hate for me to dwell So here goes song When you cryin too much to let ya face resurface Blood shot eyes make you look real nervous Goin through the motions movin like you not hurtin This ones for you because I know it aint workin So even if it causes pain I can't hold on You wouldn't want it that way So I gotta move on And since I know your safe Imma stand up strong And Imma lead the way For the family now It's really hard to see through all this pain (It's like this shit blindin me) And what it does to me I can't explain I didn't get a chance to call you back But you told me you was proud of me I roger that You an angel now God's got ya back And you got mine lord knows I needed that Oh, Ohh Bless ya soul If I needed anything you gave me that and more You was God's gift to earth it hurts that you gone But you would hate for me to dwell So here goes song Hope I'm not too late It's so much I gotta say Grandma I got a new state of mind And I been feelin great Hearin yo voice I run out of words to say So I gotta write this song And pour my heart onto this page My wounds been bleeding purple And it's still the first day Imma paint the sky red two times in ya name Told me you was proud of me I wish you coulda stayed But that's not what it turned out to be At least you are okay So even if it causes pain I can't hold on You wouldn't want it that way So I gotta move on And since I know your safe Imma stand up strong And Imma lead the way For the family now It's really hard to see through all this pain And what it does to me I can't explain It's really hard to see through all this pain And what it does to me I can't explain