Nightfall

Stuck in a Vicious cycle Keep smiling despite the struggle is vital I know I got a lot to fight for So I only get to shed a tear after night falls Stuck in a Vicious cycle Keep smiling despite the struggle is vital I know I got a lot to fight for So I only get to shed a tear after night falls I find myself shedding tears at strange times In Solitude as I lie it jogs memories in my mind Significant moments replay like a highlight reel During the day I stay busy so at night I feel Is this weakness, can't let my daughter see my like this And would my bitch lose respect and call me a bitch Going Off the deep end it's easy it's one step Sometimes i feel like I'm about to explode if I don't vent Been having breathing issues it's weighing heavy on my chest But my family deserve better, they need me at my best So I smile and keep it moving like runaway train Trying to outrun a Tsunami hope these wheels don't fail Fueled by ambition and responsibilities Slowed down by Regrets and addiction killing my tranquility The fear of traumatizing my kid's the realest shit ever I just hope she'll still love me when she's older and she's fed up Stuck in a Vicious cycle Keep smiling despite the struggle is vital I know I got a lot to fight for So I only get to shed a tear after night falls Stuck in a Vicious cycle Keep smiling despite the struggle is vital I know I got a lot to fight for So I only get to shed a tear after night falls I know every real man can relate When you struggle with the devil every single day Feel like your dredging mud demons give chase These wounds need time to heal so you're looking for a little safe space I mean it's hard trying to save face and communicate So these lips gotta stay sealed sorta like a safe The words of my late father echo in my soul Till they start to click like a metronome son you gotta stand tall The meaning of life for a man is to suffer On behalf of others, this is our burden my brothers Keep your spine aligned and your fist clenched tight Target in sight fight the good fight Things are bound to fall in line Or so we like to think but it's either you swim or you sink Run through life with no assists and when the pain persists Always remember this, ain't no shame in seeking help The burden remains so you better free yourself But shed your tears on your lonesome Nobody got your back Your on your own son Stuck in a Vicious cycle Keep smiling despite the struggle is vital I know I got a lot to fight for So I only get to shed a tear after night falls