The Search (feat. SpongeCake)

Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' You're foaming at the mouth like a cat chasing mouse Take a different path and establish a new route I'm sprouting through the dirt like a worm with an urge To purge his heart and rid his inner pain from the earth Lost a couple screws but I'll continue with the search Like an optimistic vulture sat atop the mountain perch Observe the patterns, the bends and the curves We flock in mass herds to create a mass blur Separate branches cut from the same tree We share the same roots of a sweet misery We learned how to fly just to shoot each other's wings Independent beings all craving the same things Close your eyes to an eye on the reticles While I'm in the bathroom stockpiling chemicals A fork in the road forcing you to decide Which narrow path leads you to the other side?! Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' Ayo, I've been on the grind for something difficult to find I've been craving to unwind but for now, I gotta climb, yo Would you be so kind as to guide me? I'm behind Fighting demons in my mind til I'm fully redefined, agh Tuck your tail and hide your pride, 'fore you reach the other side Lonely nights refused to cry, hissy fits, I take in stride With the boys, I'm ride or die, any drama neon slide On my raps I never lied, so swallow truths and open wide Wicked and wild, sick as a child, as I grew up got defiled Terry got riled, smarts exiled, beats and melodies beguiled Vision resigned, passion deprived when work and school start to collide Stuck in a bind, had to survive, bullseye when I switched my style The search for better chakras will forever be prioritized Cold-hearted pussies, flip 'em to a million Fahrenheit Embrace the Veil of Darkness for a tiny taste of stardomlight Kill my self-worth but I'm never picking suicide! Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' (Suicide! Suicide! Suicide! Suicide!) Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' (Suicide! Suicide! Suicide! Suicide!) Searchin', Searchin', Searchin', Searchin' In tune with mind, I'll find what's only mine You can wince and whine and undermine my sights defined These chimes of mine, leaving signs that light shines My plights declined, only built of poor design, yo I've been living low leaving time to grow (I know it, though) In times of scorn, low and behold, its time to go Won't leave you below, but maybe I should though My self-worth, more than trash, ash, and smoke, (Is it, though?) With a flash, I've decided to leave the past Move on from that and lead living to understand Do what I can won't let can'ts set me back What I lack I make up, by picking up the slack The lies of the wise blind my eyes I confide in those who support my life I can't deny I'm feeling cold as ice I might die to see myself, on the other side! (Yeah! Hahaha)