someone new

I'm lost in a dream, I cannot think, I cannot see, I cannot breathe, I'm suffering, all to defeat Is this how it's supposed to be when you are not next to me And baby, you had me suffering, falling to pieces Sometimes I wonder how far I'm gonna go under Sometimes I close my eyes and I think about how life is gonna end for me, end for me, end for me, end for me nothing even feels real, I'm so high, I can't feel Oh, nothing even feels real, I'm so high, I can't feel Oh, baby, you had me moving slow and slower So why would you block me, baby, I'm a grower A helpless romantic, I can't really have my heart hurt Why choose him when I was your first And you rose me up for the worst Yeah, my heart's stuck in a hearse Cause I feel nothing but the hurt, and it keeps on getting worse And cupid shot me got blood on my shirt, so next time pretty please watch your words You already know, baby, you are the worst Nothing even feels real, I'm so high, I can't feel Mhm, baby, you fucked me up for the worst Now I'm sitting here, I love you so much, it hurts This ain't a rap song and this ain't a verse Just know I have a new bitch under my shirt