Tired (feat. Zea)

Forget making it rain and going broke (Broke) Tryna make it snow and watch it grow (Grow) Tryna be rich, wanna be something Want mum to be proud done with the struggling But how could I ever compete if life's a dog In love with its bones so its eating me up I want me a glacier wrapped round my hand But that's from riches I cant yet understand Or a silly want that God wont let me have So I ask myself When's the time strike right Is it late at night When a star shoots by For you to wish it bye I want the load of my chest But I would like to have a bit of gold in my chest Or something I can hold until the last of my breath I call em the fam Ones I've really finally come to understand As the best and the worst At the endeavors that we shared Memories The only way we have serenity Tough lives, tough jobs Reverbing for all eternity A break we need So pass the weed (Smoke) And let us rest in piece Pause, God said to keep a sober mind And problems make us feel like we doin it all the time But these drugs like hoes They lie and really seem to waste your time Now you depressed cause you depended on the vibe The reason I'm praying onto the one who gave me life So I could find myself a reason just to, smile Surviving struggles seem to have its fun When you telling the story under the sun With nothing but success in your vision when u wake up Can't have a taste if I give up God give me strength I cant make it alone I'll Rest when I'm dead but I'm dead when I'm woken (Ay) These evil thoughts weigh a ton like a boulder (Boulder) I hope I can say I made it when I'm older (Older) Forget the pain I'm holding onto the bright side (Yessir) The grass is greener and the skies are bright side (Uh) Ooo ooo oo God give me strength I cant make it alone Ill rest when I'm dead but I'm dead when I'm woke At times like these when I'm feeling alone You the reminder I'm not on my ow-own (Damn, ahah)