Steady Flow

Sheets fall to my feet Parking my dreams Sleepwalking to be lost in the streets Talking to beats Time is ticking huh Ya pride went missing You hiding things from the table right Conversations with peers They like "It's been 2 years you still ain't shit?" Well for me it's been bout 5 but why you counting I'm Nearly doubting every decision Surrounded by putrid scents That's representing the man who I'll be How I go from zero to zero But now it's absolute Over here freezing Tryna scatter troops In battle rooms I should've been writing Wanna be like K dot That whole journey is frightening You right there you can't stop But shit I might as well Discarding ornaments that I called my friends Thought I needed an audience Just some annoyances and some False Prophets Street preachers and leeches Seekers of narcotics They was reaching for war I wished them boys tried me But there's peace needed I reasoned to let the void squash it Let the air out, bottle the noise and boycott it Uh Right So nowadays I just pack up n leave Interactions been lacking lately, it's letting me breathe Don't harass me or get attached I got fragments to feed It ain't magic when I can see you a magnet to beef Keep walking Stone walled now they talking through screens Or so I've heard, I keep phone tucked, don't really need it Searching for zones to keep my flows up it keeps me heated I'm all alone until my bros come and say they need me Time passed, we just standing in place Weighing the damages then bandaging ceramic disgrace And apparently this Pericles don't know what to say He rather stare and pray while everyone prepares for the plague When it all falls down, we headed west Plan was never solid but life been shaky while under stress Hate to leave anonymous and at best leave my mom distressed College debt Enshrouding me My regrets Been hounding me And my chest been pounding me leaving cracks on my breast plate My father a soldier It's like I'm kicking 'round dead weight Ain't taking control I'm coasting And holding up barely Gotta accept that I can't slow the clock And any options that got lost are cherries on the top But I'm still on it that's the cons of playing for a cause I'm an imposter till my process becomes more than thoughts