Sick From My Soul

On days like this I drink Cause I don't wanna think And sure don't wanna feel I'm not proud of the man That left me where I am I'm dealing with him still And I wish I could be Exactly how you want me And I wish I could get it out Fight it off and figure out Love you different now But I'm sick from my soul Stuck in my hole And I ain't been right The doctors can't tell How to make me well There's nothing to prescribe We both know You're so much more than I deserve And when I try to love People always end up hurt So tell me you hate me Point your finger and blame me I know I'm trying to change me But I'm dying for something unknown Cause I'm sick from my soul Stuck in my hole And I ain't been right The doctors can't tell How to make me well There's nothing to prescribe Cause I'm sick from my soul Stuck in a hole And I ain't been right And I can't go another day Pretending not to be in pain I need back my life Cause I'm sick from my soul I'm sick from my soul I'm sick from my soul