healing at home

When I’m alone I believe thoughts that run wild like the beasts God I know I’m meant for more but I wanna give up Hunt down perfect melodies Hoping one day, I’ll be free I’m scared that dying is Better than tryin And hoping is useless If I can’t get through this Ive been staying up to late in my head Still praying God might save me again I know It’s a heavy mentioning death But healing at home just is what it is Held on to tight to a dream That stole my heart and my sleep They’ll say I’m tired The devils a liar And maybe they’re right This isn’t their life Ive been staying up to late in my head Still praying God might save me again I know It’s a heavy mentioning death But healing at home just is what it is you might be tired Raised by wolves and liars But if your still listening kid your still in this