lucid lullabies

Probably be better if you let me be myself but I cant right now holding it together just for every body else and it weighs me down Why do I keep running from that place within myself I can never love hoping to find purpose in the weight of what I lost What a silly thought Hearing rage pour out of me like sage that I forgot, burned through all my thoughts rest beside the hour glass im sure ill stay awake till it gets me caught only finding answers fading faster than the stay and it gets me lost