ALONE (feat. Austin Rudin)

I really wanna know What you think you've done for me I don't know how to be alone Feel like everybody runs from me I only get high from the first line The second line came for the third time I was on the porch with a weapon and a bird's eye Couldn't determine if I'd survive or If I even wanted to at all Cuz I don't wanna live inside of walls Don't love me while I'm here Don't you love me while I'm gone Used to wanna be a rapper now I don't even wanna talk Cuz suicide seem way more self-less than selfish Don't do as I do do as I say until then Solitary Confinement Sensory Deprivation Well aware I can't hide from my mind I'm impatient I don't wanna wait no longer I can't stand you in my face no more Felt the shortness of breath like you buried alive They say that you depressed while you swear that you fine I'm not very impressed by the way that you lie Won't dare take a step it's too scary to try I swallow pain like some pills I'ma blow a bag of this dope She said you look like a villain With all them tats on your throat And don't tell me I ain't a real one I fed your ass I was broke I tried to show you the hustle and now I'm standing alone I really wanna know What you think you've done for me I don't know how to be alone Feel like everybody runs from me