Interlude 2

Baby i'm back like I never left I coulda been climbing up Everest I could been down with the sediment Im sorry im fake with the sentiment But I missed you and I don't know how to express it Live in the moment but im never present I said that I love you just know that I meant it Rapper by day but i'm bad with the sentence If i'm being honest I been bottling my feelings and i'm stressed I been getting better at the living i'm a wreck Living these endeavors and im tryna get the cheddar i'm a mess need to get it off my chest I got pain in my heart every time I take a breath Every time I lay down ima think about my death Sorry if i'm blunt but I need another rest Ima need another blunt OD on cess OD on coke OD on everything Anything to cope cause sobriety is menacing Right or wrong rumble in my head and its meddling Sisyphus on a workout bike keep pedaling Dumb metaphor aside insecurity is pride Put it in the vault minimize Take another minute please look into my eyes Are you gonna do me wrong are you ride or die Like who gives a f*ck who is enough Cool in a rut am I gonna be a fool in a month Hope not If I burn a bridge every day so what If i'm in a mood everyday roll up Diminish my reality cause hypocrite a fallacy Im shitty at the balancing my happiness a fantasy Get up in the morning hit the bottle and i'm rallying Get up in the morning hit the bottle dilly dallying