Suicide Lullaby

There's a certain feeling that you get When you're laying on the cold hard ground Wondering if… Shit's even worth chasing anymore Wondering if this is really what you're supposed to be doing here Break me down to the point where I can't cry Hate me now to the point of social suicide When I die don't put me in no suit and tie I would rather lie in the ground with some newer ice Break me down to the point where I can't cry Hate me now to the point of social suicide When I die don't put me in no suit and tie I would rather lie in the ground with some newer ice Thank the lord for these blessings but I feel like a curse Everyday seem like I'm only getting worse Only got one shot no time to rehearse And it's time that I'm heard F*ck what you saying I don't need help Tell me you love me bitch go love yourself Yeah I'm alone now Bitch I'm on my own now I don't love a hoe now I don't know no home now F*ck I just need a get away today I been feeling the pain I don't need no one Bitch I feel so dumb You made me so numb Break me down to the point where I can't cry Hate me now to the point of social suicide When I die don't put me in no suit and tie I would rather lie in the ground with some newer ice Break me down to the point where I can't cry Hate me now to the point of social suicide When I die don't put me in no suit and tie I would rather lie in the ground with some newer ice There's a lot on my plate Sorry if I'm not okay I've been going through some things And I don't know what to say I'm just hoping it'll change Before I go insane Living my life but I'm living in vain And f*ck all the cash I'd rather light another one and puff puff pass Sitting and talking while burning the past F*ck new memories I wanna make this last They say only God can judge you But lately I been feeling like that ain't true Cause lately you been switching you ain't been acting cool You been acting a fool Lately baby I been going crazy Tell me if there's anyone to turn to I don't got a clue And I can't see a sign All I could find is some more hard times Break me down to the point where I can't cry Hate me now to the point of social suicide When I die don't put me in no suit and tie I would rather lie in the ground with some newer ice Break me down to the point where I can't cry Hate me now to the point of social suicide When I die don't put me in no suit and tie I would rather lie in the ground with some newer ice