Missed Calls

So many missed phone calls Personally I've been calling when I Know you don't want me But I call again cause I can't let go of it Yeah no I can't let go What did I do wrong to force you to let go Tried to move on but can't do it though When I see your face it all feels so cold I see you every week and you seem so happy With all your other friends how they get you laughing And every time I see I keep wishing that was me But Maybe that's why, cause I'm not funny I just want love, why is that so hard There's always someone better why do I even start Always someone that'll make you drop my heart Just for me to pick it up while you kick my arse I never argued but you still got mad I was always there but you still got sad I wanna say sorry but it's not my fault Or maybe it was, but you won't say what I did to you, now I feel deceived What was the motive to make you leave Just be honest cause maybe if I see It'll help me find out how to make that leap To leave it in the past, let it go behind I don't wanna look, but I've locked my eyes And I can't look away no matter how I try So I call you again, still left to be denied So many missed phone calls Personally I've been calling when I Know you don't want me But I call again cause I can't let go of it So many missed phone calls How do you stand so tall After you said that you loved me so much So fast for you to move on Well maybe that's none of my business Maybe deep down you are upset with this Maybe you'll return, make truth to my wishes Or maybe there's another and you'd rather be with him Telling him all the things that you said to me How much you love him, how much you wanna be There for him when he's down, Hold his hand when he frowns all together all around and Every second you kiss him As I sit to the side and force myself to watch I know I don't have to, but i can't stop It reminds of the time that we had just us Pick up the phone, I just wanna talk once And I And I Really don't wanna let go Stepping on my fingers, as i hold on to this pole So many options out in this ocean I could find another in a second but I won't cause None of these ladies ever feel like I'm holding Onto you tho, they say I should keep rowing Someone gave me her number should I give it a go? Thinking about it now cause I really don't know Gain the certain courage to pick up that phone Just to leave a voicemail, but it's sending to you So many missed phone calls Personally I've been calling when I Know you don't want me But I call again cause I can't let go of it So many missed phone calls It's lying to say i won't fall How do you stand so tall Knowing that you broke me up So many missed phone calls I just wanna get a hold of ya Maybe talk a couple things over Please just let me have a phone call.