a year gone

The trip down Lost a bit of trust in myself on the way Sitting with reality, always bittersweet Showing me the horizon I was hiding from I'm afraid what I want Is really self sabotage Cuz every time I moved on Just left me right at the start Tomorrow will be a year gone and I'm still keeping you alive I'm still keeping you alive Alive I'm still keeping you alive Alive I'm older now I've done the inner work To build me a spaceship So I'm no longer your observer now Entering exosphere You live to see them in your head You live to see