Aww Man

I been down bad I been running on E Feeling pain when I wake up Niggaz ain't checking on me I can bare get rest At night can't sleep Dealing with this stress I ain't got no time to eat Aww man I been down bad down aww man I'm just tryna do the best I can But I'm down down bad aww man I'm just tryna do the best I can Waking up tryna get money I barely ever get rest Had to go and get surgery But i made it out and i'm blessed Had my mother coming over cooking I could barely move and i'm stressed Had a cane that i had to use Cuz my legs wouldn't work yet Aww man Damn I'm down bad on my ass Kidney got a nigga hurting Plus a herniated disc in my back I'm losing breathe and can't stand up So how the hell i'm gone rap On the toilet had to eat my dinner Mother had to put the food in my lap Aww man I got wires hanging out of me I'm depressed How the f*ck they gone be proud of me Had to make a switch in my mind If they said it's easy they lying Had late nights when i'm crying I been down bad I been running on E Feeling pain when I wake up Niggaz ain't checking on me I can bare get rest At night can't sleep Dealing with this stress I ain't got no time to eat Aww man I been down bad down aww man I'm just tryna do the best I can But I'm down down bad aww man I'm just tryna do the best I can I was dealing with the wrong women Times getting tough and they leave I was tryna keep a strong mind But my body still feel weak Ain't nobody really checking on me But i'm keeping faith when i breathe And i know God looking out Cuz i still get what i need Aww man Damn I'm still gone do what i can Barely able to walk But still making money right in my hand I Had to find a way to switch it up So i had to make a new plan I Realized i was putting time In the wrong ones that ain't fam I been trying hustling I'm on it But struggling its troubling I started looking for therapy Doctors ain't helping They only gone worry me And i know what they want me to do Really wanna bring me back for more surgery I been down bad I been running on E Feeling pain when I wake up Niggaz ain't checking on me I can bare get rest At night can't sleep Dealing with this stress I ain't got no time to eat Aww man I been down bad down aww man I'm just tryna do the best I can But I'm down down bad aww man I'm just tryna do the best I can