1 Side Story

Im not GD or BD But imma keep thuggin out life Thinking shit was too easy I had a big heart at a point Then I let a girl freeze me You gotta believe me I tell em to leave me Yeah I know i'm a demon Im living life greedy But because I'm a demon That don't mean I never need god Yeah the shit'll get greasy Yeah I had me a shorty She stayed on my mind all the time and I took it for granted Time passed and that girl went from friend To my best friend, to my whole world, whole planet For her might've just given up all of my time Shorty taught me bout life, bout lying Heartbreak, how to keep your heart safe She ain't playing no games, arcade Then a young nigga crossed the line She trusted the kid After some months of a bond It felt like she might f*ck with the kid And just with the kid Like shorty was loyal but after a while She lost trust in the kid And now thats my lesson Shorty a blessing And I had her heart out here I had her stressing I know what you thinking I cheated No I never cheated I might've just been overstepping While i'm out here jealous Worried bout all the wrong shit Steady thinking like “Who is you texting?” The kid only loyal to you Shot down them girls in a message They ain't get the message I might've been sneaking around with them girls But Its always two Like shorty what I'm really gone do? Even though one of them liked me They never could get me I always kept thinking bout you For real I talked to my momma bout this shit She told me that love is a business She taught me that I bad apple in the whole bunch ruin shit shorty Life ain't forgiving I made you think something else Now you tryna do the same shit shorty What else is different? I'm labeled as liar forever You say I ain't care And I can't prove you different So burn that bear that I got you for Christmas And f*ck up that ring that I took off your wishlist Cut my face right out of all of them pictures Cause all of this symbolism shit is twisted Never tried so hard to work it and fix it But everything I say to you, you don't listen So now it's f*ck you If you can't see through the rumors Baby my hatred is endless And I'll never get it If y'all really knew a nigga Y'all should've knew my intentions One bad decision To keep somebody as a friend In that friendship I'm keeping my distance And you chose to listen to what you think you saw But you should've openly voiced your opinion How all them facts were laid out on the table to you Losing trust, no I wasn't offended Cause baby I get it Only big difference with us is that one of us super forgiving Which one of us is it? I know that you gone say its you cause I never in that position I tried to fill up a void that the nigga before you cut deep in And I couldn't fill it And my biggest secret's I gave away all of my friends Cause I thought that that's all that you needed I kept it a secret