1side Story

Im not GD or BD But imma keep thugging out life thinking shit was too easy I had a big heart at a point Then I let a girl freeze me You gotta believe me I tell em to leave me Yeah I know imma demon Im living life greedy But because i'm a demon that don't mean I never need god Cuz this shit a get greasy I had me a shorty that stayed on my mind all the time and I took it for granted Time passed and that girl went from friend, to my best friend, to my whole world, whole planet For her, might've just given up all of my time Shorty taught me bout life, bout lying, heart break, how to keep yo heart safe She aint playing no games, arcade, then a young nigga crossed the line She trusted the kid After some months of a bond, It felt like she might f*ck with the kid And just with the kid Like shorty was loyal but after a while she lost trust in the kid and now thats my lesson Shorty a blessing, and I had her heart out here, I had her stressing I know what you thinking? "I cheated," no I never cheated, I might've just been overstepping While Im out here jealous Worried bout all the wrong shit steady thinking like who is you texting? The kid only loyal to you, shot down the girls in a message, they ain't get the message I might've been sneaking around with them girls but its always two? Like shorty, what im really gone do? Even though one of them liked me, they never could get me, I always kept thinking bout you For real I talked to my momma bout this shit She told me that love is a business She taught me that a bad apple in a whole bunch ruin shit shorty, life aint forgiving I made you think sum else now you trying to do the same shit shorty what else is different Im labeled as liar forever, You say I aint care and I cant prove you different So burn that bear that I got you christmas And f*ck up that ring that I took off yo wish list Cut my face right outta all of them pictures Cuz All of this symbolism shit is twisted Never tried so hard to work it and fix it But everything I say to you you don't listen So now its f*ck you, If you cant see through the rumors, baby my hatred is endless And i'll never get it If y'all really knew a nigga, y'all should've knew my intention One bad decision to keep somebody as a friend; in that friendship im keeping my distance And you chose to listen to what you think you saw, but you should've openly voiced yo opinions How all the facts were laid out on the table to you, losing trust no I wasn't offended Cuz baby I get it Only big difference with us is that one of us super forgiving Which one of us it is? I know you gone say that its you cuz i never been in that position I tried to fill up a void that a niggas before you cut deep in, I couldn't fill it And my biggest secret's I gave away all of my friends cuz I thought that thats all that you needed i kept it a secret...