Feel Better

Looking at my phone Wishing you call me or text me Saying you want us together I believed every word that you said Especially when you said you're in this forever Everyday i try to hold my composure But my eyes just rain like the weather I be writing through the days and nights In hopes that it make me feel better Its some days where a nigga can't eat Its some days where a nigga can't sleep When i do you the one in my dreams Write a lot just to blow off some steam I think it was ever this mean (I ain't think you was ever this mean) But I should have known from the past shit that shit is just not what it seems I can't believe that you found a new person Can't believe you didn't care I was hurting Can't believe that I find you so perfect. You left me like nothing, made a nigga feel worthless. F*ck this love shit I'm done with this searching. I'm out of my bag, I'm out of my berthing I got back to working. So right now you can save me the pity. I'm chasing my dreams You know I feel litty. In the studio, you know I get busy, been working so hard to put on for my city I'm done with these bitches, feel empty. Swear to God these women don't get mean I know these women don't get mean No, they really don't get me. And I know it was God that was testing me Cause you left and then God start blessing me. Once was loved but now you're the enemy No amends no you cannot be friends with me. No, we cannot be friends, I'd be scared Now my heart closed and now I'm always aware. You was not there, shedding tear after tear I was there around only what's gave me this fear of love I cannot do it, expressing myself every day through the music Swear I hate love, yeah, this shit is confusing Heart full of pain, there's no way to diffuse it, shit is so useless I'm feeling cursed, I try to love, but this shit never work Girl after girl, I just always get hurt Maybe it's me and my love is the worst I don't know what it is, but this bitch really running her jibs All this love that I gave you, legit Still doley and a few weeks you his Yeah, this shit never made any sense This shit never made any sense Nobody ever told me that love would be like this Looking at my phone with you, call me and text me Saying you want us together I believe the word you said, bless you and we'll stay in this forever Every day I try to hold my composure, but my eyes just rain like the weather I be writing through the days and nights In hopes that it make me feel better Looking at my phone wishing you call me and text me Saying you want us together I believe the word that you said, Even when you say in this forever Every day I try to hold my composure, but my eyes just rain like the weather I be running through the days and nights In hopes that it make me feel better Thanks for watching