Life

And as i tell you bout my crazy life Every morning I just hope I get to see the night Fighting demons everyday in hope I see light All this agony and pain is just a sacrifice And as im living through my downfall Had to break me into pieces for my encore Cause the more I give you hurt the more you want more You see me struggling to swim and tell me drown more I guess I'm talking from perspective How I turn my life into a story of reflection I done gave you stories bout my truest of connection And still I found way to fight depression To me that sound impressive Had to make some changes through the lessons Finally treat my music as a blessing And use my voice to give a better message I gotta get my people well connected And prove to them that talent an investment This the life I had to choose for me Who be making all these rules for me They be talking really rude to me I got nothing else to prove to me I been making sure theres truth in it I was giving all I could for it Always hoping I could learn from it Never wanted just to earn from it I turned my life to something better Stories of my heart gon live forever And music been my calling since I met her I never thought I'd make it past the letters Always thought we'd meet and I'd forget her But something bout my passion and attraction Just made it so relaxing I saw myself ignoring those who passing Everyday with music been amazing I finally saw the pictures I been painting Hang them in my room as validation I finally have enough to feed the nation Music really helped me with relations I just hope it help me as I struggle to be seen I'm always on the lines you can call me Charlie sheen I used to codeine till on music I could lean Now I share my stories as a mean to intervene It's problematic Get on the mic and it's just automatic Im hella grateful that I'm proper at it This the life I had to choose for me Who be making all these rules for me They be talking really rude to me I got nothing else to prove to me I been making sure theres truth in it I was giving all I could for it Always hoping I could learn from it Never wanted just to earn from it Lost in affection Needed some time and I needed correction See I was just stressing Never controlled what I thought of the message But I had a dream doe I was gonna make it and act like a king doe By loving my mino Making the people know me ka lebisto It was hard to be a hero Always worried bout my people I was hoping it was equal I was walking on a needle I was tryna get the game back Makaveli wouldn't sit back What know about a setback Working hard to get your step back Man I thought it was the end Couldn't even tell my friend I was struggling again Still a student of the game Never worry bout the fame I was going through a lot Saw myself inside a box Didn't even wanna stop My emotions kinda rock I was fighting with my thoughts I was feeling hella lost Told my aunty I was gone Wasn't even taking calls Couldn't even stay for long I was ready for my fall Noone ever got involved No one ever wanna call No one ever wanna talk