Tired

Every time I speak I want the truth to come out, you know what I'm saying Every time I speak I wanna shiver And even if I get in trouble, you know what I'm saying Ain't that what we supposed to do? I'm not saying I'm gonna rule the world, or I'm gonna change the world But I guarantee that I will spark the-the brain that will change the world And that's our job Is to spark somebody else watching us Imma keep it g I'm tired man I'm tired like I'm long haul flying fam Been a minute in the game, I'm still rhyming fam Still hard to make the profit from the shows But, it's kinda worth it when I reminisce with bro bro Going through our phones seeing snaps of my old flows See how I changed and I elevated; ozone Gotten this far so giving up is a no no Promo; gets me stressed before I drop it Fake friends, ectopic who wanna stop it, And try affect me in five to ten years time Cos I express my thoughts when I bust on rhymes But when I decide, what it is I feel inside There's two people on this planet in who I confide So to my guy GI, I love you and that's a fact And YS been the brother that I never had Same goes for Elizabeth and Temi T Older sis was telling me That I gotta let it be, When I see, people in my corner turn their back on me Naturally I let my emotions get the best of me I'm tired I'm tired of these little liar Showing bare teeth when they cap; some compulsive smilers I be the talk of the town And it's funny cah really deep down Their in love with my sound They don't say nothing when I'm around Cah I'm feared in the physical form Only speaking with chest when they notice I'm gone But I know what you said cah I'm staying informed The walls heard your talk In this life that I lead I'm the golden boy Mummy too glad I touched uni on my accord, Couple man unconvinced now they all on board And cos it wasn't by my grace Imma praise the lord Yeah and at times it's really challenging Couple thoughts in my mind got me panicking Full blown panic attacks but I'm managing Hidden so well my old girl couldn't fathom it Emotionally animate Energy I'm gathering, Seeing through the lies they relay while they blathering Moving like they Cameron With dead coalitions Who you kidding I got vision To discern your divisions Cos I see it Imma keep it g I'm tired man I'm tired of them thinking that they know me Thinking that they get my intentions so they goad me Grab a stone g, if your sinless then stone me I'm sure imma shine regardless I know I weren't perfect but tried my hardest I'm confident my heart was in it, I ain't heartless Thing I found the hardest Was falling for a person with a harness A person that was guarded When their attached to another, don't bother, it ain't worth the stress And though I sly messed up I still deserve the best That's a fact that I can't forget So what I can't respect Is all them architects Who builds lies that they can't protect The same ones who reap the benefits of knowing me Became the same ones to try go at me But it's SG with the g flow Its the detour Catching BikZ with the B-role Take a peak bro Cah I came with the peak flow Better breathe though Take me in, and you'll see bro Your own people are evil, pray you keep low to massage their own ego You see the truth can be lethal Your own blood can deceive