Fall Apart

Everything I touch seems to fall apart Everywhere I go I need a new start I got too much pain inside of my heart Every time I think of you I fall apart Death on my mind when I don't see the stars I hope I can wake up and see tomorrow Nothings ever promised that's why I stay away Stay away Nothings ever promised that's why I stay away Need a pair of wings so I can fly away Need something new before I waste away I died inside a while back I died inside a while back I died inside a while back Everything I touch seems to fall apart Everywhere I go I need a new start I got too much pain inside of my heart Every time I think of you I fall apart Death on my mind when I don't see the stars I hope I can wake up and see tomorrow Nothings ever promised that's why I stay away Stay away I hope that some day we can patch this up One more day with you I can't pass that up Your stuck on my mind I can't get enough Losing all my memories I gotta give it up I frown until my face becomes a stone Ask for help but in the end I choose to cry Alone Looking for a place that I can call my home Looking for the one that I can call my own Wanna be alone but don't wanna die alone Someone call don't text me on my damn phone Why's everyone gotta feel so damn alone Sometimes I just don't know if I can live with myself I hate not knowing what's gonna happen next I could die and in the future I could be forgotten I hate that feeling But I know there are people out there that feel exactly how I do And that itself keeps me going Cuz it makes me feel not as alone You know? I died inside a while back And I'm never making a comeback Too many things seem to impact How I feel and I how I interact And I shoot myself in the foot Whenever life starts going good I don't do things that I should I Do the things that I shouldn't I wanna express myself in more ways that I wouldn't Make the songs that others couldn't Make the songs that others couldn't