Remedy

My memories are the remedy The recipe, I keep it close, closer than my enemies I'm getting paranoid, my thoughts get the best of me And I don't know why God is constantly testing me My memories are the remedy The recipe, I keep it close, closer than my enemies I'm getting paranoid, my thoughts get the best of me And I don't know why God is constantly testing me Stressing me yeah, I am stressing b Demons got me on the wrong path, they testing me Phasing me Rearranging me Taught to be myself, but my mind is changing me Closing me, yeah Clouding me Life got me tripping, mothafuckin' doubting me What could it be I guess its the drugs, and the chemistry, Mentally My memories are the remedy The recipe, I keep it close, closer than my enemies I'm getting paranoid, my thoughts get the best of me And I don't know why God is constantly testing me My memories are the remedy The recipe, I keep it close, closer than my enemies I'm getting paranoid, my thoughts get the best of me And I don't know why God is constantly testing me Stress free, yeah stress free We just tryna live life, stress free When I carved out the path It led me To the true motive Mothafucking money Still hallucinating From the psych's that I'm taking And I'm making Myself go crazy From all this thinking It's like I'm on the same boat But I'm sinking My memories are the remedy