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She loves me She loves me a lot She hates me But the love never dies She loves me She loves me a lot She hates me But the love never dies I do not like who I am She say she's in love with who I am But I had to stick to the plan Whipping her tears with my hands Loving me close is too dangerous Loving me close is too toxic Sorry baby I can’t stop it Sorry baby I’m too toxic I got to go I’m back on the road Creating some distance Creating some stitches Sorry I’m missing But these demons are vicious I’m trying to protect you Not trying to neglect you Right now I’m too damaged And you’re too special She said I can help you And I know that you’re damaged I see that you’re broken I can be your bandage I can’t have you vanish Please stop calling my phone I know you love me But I'm dealing with this all on my own I know you hate me I need to be standing alone The devil trying to break me People mistake me for Satan People don’t f*** with cadence Hold onto people until they start breaking Pick up the pieces until they start changing I do not like who I am She say she love who I am But I had to stick to the plan Whipping her tears with my hands Loving me close is too dangerous Loving me close is too toxic Sorry baby I can’t stop it Sorry baby I’m too toxic I got go Back on the road Creating some stitches I know Burning some bridges I know Gasoline smell on my clothes Fire is burning my soul That’s why can’t get too close I’m damaged you already know I'm damaged you already Weight on my heart is too heavy Shooting for goals like I’m Messi Cuts on my back are too messy Can’t even look at reflections People can’t see that I’m empty? Too many people done left me Breaking my trust like a levy Sever your heart if you let me I know you just want to protect me I don’t want you to vanish Cuts are too deep for a bandage You’re too precious too damage I know you want help I can’t advantage Everything is clouding my thoughts Greatness comes with a cost Nailing myself to the cross Devil will be taking this loss I do not like who I am She say she's in love with who I am But I had to stick to the plan Whipping her tears with my hands Loving me close is too dangerous Loving me close is too toxic Sorry baby I can’t stop it Sorry baby I’m too toXic